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i am in a deep shit (this is part of life)

i feel so down, my energy is at its lowest. i dont smile the way i used to. i lost the vigor and zest for life. i am in a deep shit! i feel so alone, i have no one to talk to (those close to me please dont be offended, i have never really asked anybody for help, it's my issue) sometimes i really would want to open up to somebody but i cant, i have always dealt with my pains and hurt by myself. i admire those people who could easily open up to somebody and pour all their hearts out( i bet it feels good!)  maybe my past experiences traumatized me. i just cant trust myself to anybody. (Weird huh?) sometimes i feel like crying.  there's nothing around me to cheer me up. nothing can. i used to be so alive and energetic and happy. people always notice my smiling face, but not anymore. my friends tell me that i don't smile the way i used to smile. i know, i just feel heavy inside. what is this? This is life! this is the yin and the yang. There is a reason for this, i just cant see it now for i am very much emotionally affected, my vision and thinking is not clear. The negative emotions is too strong, but the good thing about emotions is that they change. I just have to be patient, clear my  mind as much as i can. do my best to be happy, not fake happiness but find reasons no matter how trivial they may be ( by the way happiness is best seen and experienced in simple things). This is why i made this second posting, as i have said life is what we make of it, we are presented with situations or things that we dont have control of, what we make of it defines our life. I am in control. I have the power. God has bestowed it on me. I will learn from this experience and i will grow.

What is Life?

This is my first blog, and i want to start with the question that most of us, if not all, ask. "What is life?"  This has been asked many times. Time and time again people have asked and have given their answers. I think this is the mother of all questions. Different people have answered it differently. I think and i believe this is why we have religion, philosophy, science, technology, economics and all other discipline you could ever think of.I'm not making this blog to make an intellectual thesis about the answer to this question.  Because i believe that the answer is very simple, Life is what we make of it. one can answer it in many sorts of way but it will always boil down to this basic thought "that life is what we make of it". Life will always be how you see it and what you make of it. If you see life as a struggle then life is a struggle and all you'll do is struggle in life. If you see it as routine then life is a routine and everything happens in its own time. I can go on and on citing ways how people see it but at the end of the day it will mean the same- that life is what we make of it.  Why am i posting this? So that whoever reads this may know that he has the power to make his own life. God has given you all that you need to live a beautiful and happy life. DOnt let the standards of the world ruin it. DOnt let belief systems rob you of the joy and the beauty of life. Dont give up your power! Live it! Share it!